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A trigger for my grind

A feeling of inspiration  fills my mind, At times of need when  I think of you, When am crowded by lost sight, When I lack a reason for joy in the twilight And though the moments were brief, Obscured by infatuation, lacking in attention I regret the inadequacy though As priceless as the encounters breath I can still feel your breathe humid and sweet, Still shivery and encouraging. How I reminisce and wish a second fete, If to pull the stars to brighten you up, If to hoist the moon by your window just to see you smile, that I will surely do! A trigger for my grind Imagination  inspires and hardens me, Your naivety as blooming as an unknowing  kid, How could you trust so much? Laying all your romantic needs unto me When all I know is nothing too much, I guess twas mutual understanding, I need to embrace comfort, And in my heart I chose a lounge for you to reside in, A hideout for your feelings still young and unleashed, In time I named you my so...

If another would be yours to please

Every morning loneliness strikes Cold and merciless swipes, Am regretful, all the dreams I wiped, With zealous schemes to own you selfishly, Now your tears remind me of guilt, Of your time I wasted, Of your time I plundered, All to have you in my arms now and forever. Bids to raise offsprings in my unrealistic visions Now hit me with the painful reality of oblivion, And though twas innocent, it now seems crude! I'll struck I beg,dumbstruck I now let you be, If another would be yours to please! Whoever thought I'd give you up? After struggles of my life raised despair up, I promised you smiles,All I ever accorded was cries, From roses and blossoms to coins and pennies, Each morning loneliness strikes For even demons have emotions And the devil cries too in portions I preached glorious dreams and brought forth war cries, Now am left with pay bills,hard to deal I'd let you be,if another would be yours to please!

Wondering about you

I wonder which winds blew you to this shore, For the impulse I felt still resonates, It wasn't infatuation nor pervasion Twas surety and fulfillment And though I outclassed my wants My mind sensed a safe ship,the Carolina One to seek voyage if to get wrecked in it An apple to quench my life's quests, Perhaps twas your solidness, Perhaps your profoundness in beauty, For either sea I'd have docked into your harbour To cherish in your thoughts, to dwell in my imagination A perfect spectre orchestrated by divinity I feel the distance devastating But a certain closeness converging I wish for your totality, That if I should lose sight of you, I shall promise my eternity to you If I should lose your affection to evil kharma, I will reincarnate my wish to dharma And you will rekindle in my mental ballads Psalms of the fairy who spelt her smile priceless of karats And though I want entirety I offer my essence to you in sincerity To possess and please you,for...

Product of a dying breed

Reflections of my inequities plague my sleep, And though I bury myself deeply, Beads of sweat burning my skin, I see them hoodwinked dealing me, Promises I made I didn't keep, Laughters,lies now beg my tears, I realize my pain,a path of deceit, Now I witness this fete, The product of a dying breed! Is this the way I chose to procrastinate, Stuck between reality and evil, Am I glued with red sweat or blood which I bleed, Choosing to trust yet choosing to sleep, Now am fragile,from cuts,my ego deeply hit, I see no light just a black hole illuminate, I anticipate hell yet my gut denies the spell, Now I witness this fete, The product of a dying breed! I felt the blackmail grow, Deep rooted like malicious wee yearning to glow The slanderous lies and fountains now become real Is there a cure for a lie? Is it ever too late to breathe one last lie? Destined for emotional oblivion, I choose to rid it,a heartless lion illfated to witness this fete, The product of a...

Untimely

Chills unexpected but pleasant still, Felt like winter though mid in the tropics, I craved for warmth,comfort and love in sync Every shiver from cold reminded me of she She that robbed my understanding She that insulted my reason,made me a dummy in the real, And though I was a fool,I knew all that I desired, Her that kept me captive in her heart, A feminine half of life to complete my broken side It felt untimely yet divine, Almost wicked yet we were full of smiles, Young and wild when sin felt no crime, And her arms entangled like tentacles in rhythm, Felt like glory in heaven's theme It never mattered my poverty in life, Or her troubles in life's strife Untimely redemption, Ailing hearts replenished with untimely salvation

Psalmist and prophetess

Whispers of the prophetess wake my spirit, Is this limbo or resurrection of my purpose, I hear promises in between, To better me from the worse I've become, Slowly she invites me to salvation But I doubt the will in this thing. I've lost encounters of laughter,yet they show me thirsty laughter I forgot to love,they revive my joyous memory, Tears I despised,I realize the beauty in their pain, If servants of the almighty can cry, May my palms bleed with pain if only for sacred purpose Lovely whispers ensue,of life retold, Consistence in their will brightens my hope, Would my dreams ever be revolved? Well,who to watch than the supreme's chosen A psalmist and the prophetess, A chance for my dwelling gone wrong suddenly redone, Structures of empty souls redesigned in love. I will tread more focused,love more earnestly yet learnedly, For the Torah foretold the destiny And I have found the hidden epiphany Kennedy