Poems And Lyrics By Ken (The Man)

The mystery of a worthy life plundered, I recollect a distant hope Dreams of a young male now blurred, My head feels heavy now, Plastered by years of abuse; And drugs used to the toll,fired Like missiles to the open sky. Why I felt like a midget I never knew But every lime I used, I felt as fresh as the morning dew Guess tis the habit of the brain; Adapting to the cranium as the addiction rains, What an ugly downfall From torrents of sanity,to the downloads of vanity, Doomed to dark longevity! Truly am bewildered;the mystery of a worthy life plundered I felt my luck grow unmistakably; So I bloated my ego desirable Only I never realized I'd created a monster;A Frankenstein relic that now overshadows my humility Am infected now laced with depravity My ill mind shouts deceased Feeling the urge to fly;disobeying gravity And still I probe myself why Why the mystery of a worthy life plundered

My mind is still bruised by the past; A harsh reality now stinks in my reality And though i comfort my scars, I feel i scarred her love Scared the wits out of her A single moment of rage Laced with indecisive anger A utopian feeling triggered by abuse, Suddenly she seemed like the dagger When all she was, Now that i stare at the rear view , Was a definition of selfless understanding, An icon,she placed affection on my lap, But i spit my venom on her innocent smirk. Is it too late to change that, Or am i just a victim of a crazy mind Fated by dharma to endure my wrath? A loveless state! An inclination to hate She should have meted my slate, Love should have loved me more, Maybe;just maybe i'd have gotten rid; Rid of my desire to annihilate

Food for my soul Pristine waters chill my toes, I shiver in pleasure, look up as if anticipating foes, I shudder by the warm rocks, some glow, Tis the feeling of the countryside Ooh I wish you would know I wiah you'd realize the peace and warmth in flaws Cause perfection stinks and mistakes just flow Now I know it's play to see wrong For my toes twitch differently, one seems slow But they all form such a beautiful sole This is food for my soul I fidget ,arise and go Deeper into the woods to watch the nature grow Indescribable as the creepy plants grow I smell harmony in the sweeping breeze The whispering souls lost in my instinctive thoughts, Suddenly fear seems precious, yet vicious like eagle's claws But I embrace being afraid Knowing shudders and panic remind me of home I retract my path and head back home Knowing the more I dwelve,curiosity attacks my sanity once more This is food for my soul

I sit by the sidewalk The chaos is deafening my call Just maybe my love will bring my ball I panic, the league will need my all And I can kick till I make a goal Most doubt my prowess I tell them of my fetes, they see a mess If only they knew, what ignorance! They can't even notice my stance I know am the best, in time they'll know the rest I used to be like them Climbing trees by the stem But the heights scare me now It seems the trees are heading for the skies What white lies! They say,yet I always tell them Am also headed for the skies If only they would heed my distress They can't even notice my stance! I know am the best, in time they'll know the rest

Every moment seems like a lifetime And every trifling looks like a big crime They say am a lunatic cause I appreciate my time Sometimes I laugh all the time, Sometimes I cry all the time Melancholy and humour are the whole of me I love my life but to th like a knife, I cut through Society's life I don't get  why they have to use might All I ever wanted was to live my life Perhaps  it's my beautiful smile The seeming anxiety I struggle to decline Perhaps it's the weather Sometimes I feel so under the weather My spirit screams to be free That's the reason I don't feel free And they'll never understand All I ever wanted is to be me