LETTING GO

I finally found restitution, and consolation,

A payback for betrayal  ,a new life,

But my conscience won't let me be,

Times I reflect on the rejection,

She called it infatuation,

Dismissing me of downright obsession,

I thought of ruining them,

Abducting the pretentious lad,

And making him cry in fear,,

No,  I made out, never too low,

Hence losing my dignity? Too low,

What would I do for love? Just what?

I thought to use guile to outwit him,

It pained me to play second fiddle,

Trying so hard but unappreciated,
separated from love  by fate,

I finally decided, am quitting the struggle,

To find love by letting real love